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You again?
A glass of nostalgia.
You'll find yourself,
at the bottom.
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Mixed cultures.
Sunrise is living,
Dancing to the seasons change,
Spring has come again.
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Mature content
Case Study 17 :iconsocial-underscore:social-underscore 0 0
Dark Chocolate :iconsocial-underscore:social-underscore 0 6 Reflections :iconsocial-underscore:social-underscore 0 7
Written on the spot.
Tiresome old men, grumbeling inanities across an empty feasting hall. The stench of stale ale fills the room, and light creeps in throu the seems or grand windows, borded up with chipboard. A truely horrific day. The urge to drown oneself in the remaining wine, is the only one worth mentioning amougst such putrid forms, strewn like choice almonds on a value merangue roulade.
I could slaughter every last one of them. And I wouldnt feel the least bit of regret for my actions afterwards. Death for them is a promotion. They should welcome me.
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Having worked in an Emersion Game Shop, Geoff had seen many a person wanting to escape the harshness of the real world, and live somewhere without these silly troubles of there life.
Never before had he seen anyone this desperate though. "Suicide?" he thought.
"Who commits suicide nowadays. There's pills you can take for that. Or if you like the old fashioned methods just go on an exorcise regime, or go to a shrink."
The man he was talking to was a strange man. Strange because no one could ever remember his name. No one ever noticed his presence, or his absence. He was like a void in other peoples minds. The only reason Geoff was actually talking to him is because he said, "I'm going to kill myself." A strange thing to hear by all acounts.
In fact as soon as Geoff had finished saying his little speech, he turned around and completely forgot about it all. The man shot himself throug the head. The bullet lodged itself in Geoff's thigh.
So he ended up in the hospital, with no idea where t
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A Lesson in Patience
"It comes down to a simple choice. What qualities do you find most admirable in a person?"
Geoff was trying his best to stay calm. Of course he sounded calm, he always does.
"Would you rather be known as a man who has ability, and the ego to go with it. Or as a man who knows his own boundaries. A man who has self control, a wise man, a man who doesn't need to show off. A man with willpower enough to withstand the pressure of society. A man who could prosper whilst under immense pressure."
Geoff wasn't a man who could phrase an elegant, or indeed short sentence.
At least not yet he wasn't.
"A man who knows the true value of life. Who can take pleasure in the simple things. Or a man who can only live on the edge. And is willing to risk everything to look like he has more skill than others."
Matthew was easily tired by his Geoff's ramblings.
"I'm a bigger man than you dad."
Matthew clambered out of the wreckage of the ancient automobile his dad had been so proud to first own. He was the o
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geoff pt2
He had fallen asleep beneath a tree.
A spring morning, not unlike the one on which eithstien had discovered gravity. That's the sort of statement that would make geoff wonder how bloody ignorant everyone else muct have been to what was going on around them.
Its that precise moment, that makes you scared of power. You suddenly realise your entire existence is under the effect of some outside force. Something bigger than you could ever be.
He was not worried.
"I am fearless" thought geoff.
He thought it outloud.
It didn't help. As the bird perched above him was clearly not fearless. And reasured him life could be rubbish, even with no fear.
He rubbed of the nasty white smear. It then blended in well with the look of a forest man he had acumulated.
Sat under the tree for a good 7 hours before falling asleep. And before that even, he was living about the woods. Quite a wildman in his young years.
Time changes things. He knew this as well as any man.
Many things went through his mind whilst
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Geoff's story
"People say I should be a writer, you see."
Geoff was sat on a wooden box, hunched over slightly. He'd spent his life working the mills. It gets that way.
He continued with his husky, slightly Italian voice.
bombs were going of everywhere.
"I I was always very good at telling stories. But I never wrote them down.
Something to do with the way the words formed, and it took to long to write, when my brain was working so quick"
Geoff was very old. The sort of age that 20 years previous would have earned him a place in the Guinness book of records. He still had a good heart beating in him and a pair of legs a race horse would be proud of.
"But I guess it was never to be. I'd always told the ladies I was a writer. They like the creative man"
Geoff had a cough that punctuated many sentences like coughs do in books and movies.
This was one of those moments
" God damn cough! Don't any of you, take up smoking you hear?"
He never smoked. He got the cough from the factory. Part of the redun
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He fails at sleep
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Current Residence: dorset
MP3 player of choice: still on minidiscs
Personal Quote: if you cant do it, why not convince yourself its not important. its worked for me all these years
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I've been browsing through the artistic nudes gallery today. I'm going to be honest. I like that gallery. Hopefully you know me well enough to know i am not a pervert. If not, feel free to ridicule me till your heart's content.

Anyway. There are a fair few policy violations in that gallery. More than any other i would imagine. Most of which involve a big hard cock. Saddening i know. Forever it seems i have yearned for some good, well shot, tasteful nudity involving the male member. But nay.

I have also noticed a startling amount of PVs involving women touching themselves in a manner suggestive of masturbation. I don't expect these to be removed. I don't want them to be removed. I also think males in similar positions should not be removed. But shown both, which is it likely the GD will remove? I personally doubt any GD, male or female, would remove a playfully suggestive female. But a similar male would likely see the ban hammer.

I guess this journal is just me expressing a wish to see more naked men. I'm sure i had some other points too. I may update this journal later.


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Noitusan Featured By Owner Jun 18, 2011
Thank you so much for the fave. =)
KreepingSpawn Featured By Owner Jan 28, 2011  Professional Digital Artist
Thank you for the :+fav: on DogsOfWar... :salute:
justeline Featured By Owner Jan 14, 2011  Professional Photographer
Late many thanks for the :+fav: and late many wishes for a very happy 2011 dear!
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social-underscore Featured By Owner Dec 8, 2010
I was wondering if this was actually you for a moment, till I saw a lovely picture of a man's cock in your faves. And then the awesome little paperclip-people. When did you go and get yourself a ^?
overdebated Featured By Owner Dec 8, 2010  Professional
September, shockingly. D: I'm the champeen of the photographers, or some shit. :P
social-underscore Featured By Owner Dec 8, 2010
Win win. This means you get to DD things? I'll be keeping an eye out for sure.
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tiganesc Featured By Owner Mar 27, 2010  Professional
where you been.
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